Sometimes I have stages where I'm either fixated on one thing or multiple but specific things at the same time. Maybe this could be interesting?
...I don't even know how I'm going to format this
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December 2025
Listening to a lot of rap music, namely Bone Thugs-n-Harmony, Jpegmafia, Death Grips, and so on. Current strong favorites right now are "Foe Tha Love of $" and "Garbage Pale Kids".
Trying to get back into movies but never stick to it. Movies I'm trying to watch and rewatch are "Secretary", "The Piano Teacher", "Scarface", "Taxi Driver", "The Virgin Suicides", and "Lost in Translation". Sort of having an identity crisis. Intending on continuing "Mr. Robot" because I never finished it.
* - italics are movies/shows I've already watched
Going to get back into learning Danish for fun. Yeah. I know.
April - May 2025
A mix of listlessness and reckless ambition that I don't know how to enact reasonably. But mostly being unable to do anything about it. Executive dysfunction, I suppose? Aside from that, I'm feeling very deeply nostalgic for 2010s internet. (And 2020 tcctwt...)
It's really saddening to me that we'll never obtain that sense of genuine camaraderie on the internet again, despite all of the other shit that took place during the wild west days then.
Listening to a mess of music as per usual, but "I Would For You" by NIN, "Lovers" by Deftones, and "Killdozer" by Midwife are currently in rotation. I really started listening to Midwife and this project of hers specifically is amazing! I've also started to dip my toes into Vyva Melinkolya's music, too.
Some sort of foreign language calls for me to resume it, but that doesn't feel possible at the moment as much as I'd like to. This name, namely Czech. I have been listening to some older Czech covers of western songs, like Karel Gott's and Věra Špinarová's (respectively) covers of "Hot Stuff" and a cover of "How Deep is Your Love?" by Pavel Liška and Bobina Ulrichová. I don't think that helps.
My art skills are still like a 10-year-old's at my ripe age of 25, but I'm going to get back into digital art again. I think I need some distractions and to get back into my hobbies.
