8/17/2025
I had a dream a few days ago where I was having a surgical procedure performed on me, but my conscious had slipped out of my body and I was watching it happen as I was asleep. I watched my face get cut down the right side with a scalpel. I saw the greenish-yellow exudate pouring out of my face, the red flesh underneath, the blood. I was sickened, but couldn't turn away. I woke up from feeling my body writhe, even when I was sleeping.
9/1/2025
I was half-asleep when I was dreaming that you finally left me. It felt so real that I jolted awake and my heart was racing. I was relieved when I saw that you hadn't, but at the same time, I don't understand why you don't.
This is the fifth time that I've dreamt of you in some capacity this year.
12/4/2025
This was from a few days ago. I can't even remember what happened in it, just that I saw your face. This is the sixth time I've dreamed about you this year.
I wish I could find a way to make us both love each other. I miss you so much.
I do feel that we will finally meet. I feel it in my heart of hearts.
I want you to wait for me—are you (still) waiting for me?