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05/20/2026

No updates of significance, but it feels silly adding this to the entries page. It feels silly adding this here.

I found the song "Killdozer" by Midwife last week a few days before going to the concert. I don't condone or support the subject of the song—and really, there was nothing admirable about the stances he took and what he believed in. But the lyrics are beautiful. They feel applicable to my life, especially now.




This has always been my town
Now, it's a living hell
Everyone wants a piece of me
How am I not myself?

There used to be a city here
Now, it's a dying breed
Ghosts don't even try to haunt me
I remember everything

I want open water
I want something new
I want something real
I live my life without you


...sigh.
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